Don't you cry tonight

  I don't know how to say,it seems everything has its destiny,you just can't make it.I think about it for a long time wether I should talk to someone,I wait for a million times that I should say something but I say nothing in front of him.Finaly I got the answer I am totally a loser,but that's OK,I can overcome all the pain that's not difficult for me I have addicted in it for so long a time,it is the apathy that hurts me most,whatever you do ,you get no response,I can't make it,and no one can just so stupid to wait for nothing.But I did this for almost one year,I am an idiot totaly who no one cares about. I am not realistic just the poor girl who in the movie almost famouse,it is not wrong for you to admire someone,but it is totally wrong to be used by them.and you get no pity because there is no such a reporter who can witness all you life,what you can do is cry in the ninght,and you have no reason to outlet your reason.What's wrong with me,idiot!!! whatever just let it go!I will never get any connection to such an destroyed guy.紫金香n2^K(x~ HV

(rn"^h{D t9L0  But the good thing is I am not a totally abandon one,I have my friends who care about me,and also some good guys who willing to help me when I am down,just abandon these one who hurts me and make me feel sad.I am not like these jerk who can't leave who hurts her most,I am mormal one,and I want to lead a normal life not mad life.they deserve each other.